28.4.06

من خطبة الجمعة

فى خطبة الجمعة اليوم تحدث الامام عن طاعة الخلق فى معصية الخالق , وقد اعجبتنى هذه القصة التى رواها .

لما تولى الخلافة يزيد بن عبد الملك ولى على العراق عمر بن هبيره الفزاري.
وسار يزيد في الناس غير سيرة سلفه العظيم......
فكان يرسل الى عمر بن هبيرة بالكتاب تلو الكتاب ،ويأمره بإنفاذ ما فيها ولو كان مجافيا للحق أحيانا.......

فدعا عمر بن هبيره كلاّ من الحسن البصري وعامر بن شراحبيل المعرو ف بالشعبي وقال لهما:
إنّ أمير المؤمنين قد استخلفه الله على عباده وأوجب طاعته على الناس.
وقد ولاني ماترون من أمر العراق ثم زادني فولاني فارس .
وهويرسل إليّ أحيانا كتبا يأمرني فيها بإنفاذ مالا أطمئن إلى عدالته .
فهل تجدان لي في متابعتي إياه وإنفاذ أوامره مخرجا في الدين؟

فأجاب الشعبي جوابا فيه ملاطفة للخليفة ، ومسايرة للوالي.......
فالتفت عمر بن هبيرة إلى الحسن وقال:
وماتقول أنت يا أباسعيد؟
فقال : يابن هبيره ،خف الله في يزيد ولاتخف يزيد في الله....
واعلم أنّ الله جلّ وعزّ يمنعك من يزيد ، وأنّ يزيد لايمنعك من الله....
يابن هبيره، إنّه يوشك أن ينزل بك ملك غليظ شديدلايعصي الله ما أمره، فيزيلك عن سريرك هذا ، وينقلك من سعة قصرك إلى ضيق قبرك....
حيث لاتجد هناك يزيد ، وإنما تجد عملك الذي خالفت فيه رب يزيد.....
يابن هبيره إنك إن تك مع الله تعالى وفي طاعته يكفك بائقة يزيد بن عبد الملك في الدنيا والأخرة.
وإن تك مع يزيد في معصية الله تعالى ، فإن الله يكلك إلى يزيد..
واعلم يابن هبيرة أنه لاطاعة لمخلوق كائنا من كان في معصية الخالق عزوجل .
فبكى عمر بن هبيره حتى بللت دموعه لحيته...
ومال عن الشعبي إلى الحسن


27.4.06

The beginning



I am thinking of writing about my days as medical student after a motivation from couple of people who visit my blog , I don’t know what I am going to talk about but I am sure some interesting things will come out eventually .

First I want to start with my story with medicine , my story might be different in the beginning because I’ve never thought I would study medicine , and I’ve never wanted to study it , it all came by chance , I am not a nerd or the kind who love studying but when I think how I got till 5ht year straight I have second thought and believe more in myself , I’ve never had a dream of becoming a doctor , so what brought me here I still don’t know , but what I know is that this is the thing for me , I didn’t choose it may be but it choose me , this is what I am made to do .

I finished my high school and I was wondering what is the thing I like , what is the thing I am good at , what I want to be , they were tough months just trying what to study in univesity , here in Libya it’s hard to decide because first there is no much choices and second of all you don’t get any motivation from any where , and of course no one direct you in school towards anything , so it had to be my choice , I wasn’t good at anything , I used to love engineering even I was so bad in math , it was the thing I wanted to study until I finished high school , I think that’s when my brain was mature enough to tell me am not good for that , my parents told me that when I was a kid I used to say I want to be a janitor , I think it’s because I used to stay a lot with the janitor of our building , I used to see him so popular everyone knows him ,every one salutes him and he helps everyone in the building ,I wanted to be like that I wanted to help people and to make them love me the way they do with him , when I got older by the time I realized this isn’t gonna work for me , so engineering was the thing I wanted to study because I though only people who deal with numbers are smart , I wanted to be smart until but then time passed and I finished school without being smart with numbers .

I heard about Medical school and how it’s quite good here , I heard about the 7 long years you have to study and then I took it out of my head , I thought about a couple of other colleges like Business & Social Science , but there was nothing I liked , I guess I was too late to choose , I should have thought about it before ,one day I was laying back and started thinking what are the things I can do , I settled down on medicine because the only thing that made me not like it is the long time it takes to finish and this is the reason that makes most of the European or Americans not study medicine , because there is no benefit from wasting your life on medicine , you could get whatever you want from life in younger age if you study something more simple , something like business administration , there is huge number of foreign doctors working in UK and in USA , because they have shortage in native doctors , it’s funny that most of the doctors world wide are from what is called third world .

So medicine it is that’s what I told myself two days before they closed the registrations at the Medical school , and I was lucky not like my friend who a pigeon pooped on his head the first day he came to the Medical school , I had and still having good times in school , I started loving what I am doing by the days and I started being good at it , I don’t study for the marks but I study for myself ,I enjoyed every year with it’s good and bad , and what makes us different from people who study medicine abroad is that we are not spoiled , we learned Anatomy on 15 years old cadaver , not two people dissecting a fresh human meat , we were more than 30 on one cadaver , but yet we could pass , we could recognize the nerve from artery even the whole body looked like an old tree with nothing to distinguish between it’s branches , this only a simple thing in all the things we faced ,and that’s why most of our doctors get on top when they go abroad , because they are trained use their imagination and not only to deal with what they see .

I made it to the fifth year and all I can say that this year is more though than the 5 years I’ve passed (primary year + 4 years), so I need your prayers for me that I pass it so I can finish my journey with honor .


24.4.06

databases is down



Finally I got my posts published , I had hard time trying to get them online today till I checked the Blogger status page and I saw the message saying they have problems , for a while I thought the problem was with my blog only .

Libyan celebrations


Yesterdya after buying the book , I was going to my car and I heard sounds of mucic comming from Alwadi street , sounds of zukra and noba so I went down there but I didnt know what was the celebration , I guess it was wedding (zafa) , I took couple of pics and enjoyed the crowd for few minutes then left .

Angels & Demons ملائكة وشياطين



Yesterday I went to Al forgani book store , I went to their 2nd branch in Mizran street , found a lot of books I wanted to get but after a long talk wiht the guy working there I decided to buy Angels & Demons by Dan brown , I got the arabic edition (ملائكة وشياطين ) , I didnt start reading it yet because I knew if I did I wouldn't do anythign else other than reading and I already had alot of things to do , but I still cant wait to get inside the book cos I've heared alot about it .

23.4.06

In the fountain

I just uploaded this clip on YouTube , I dont know how to explain it but the guy who did this 1000% is drunk ,check it out and yes it's in Libya and it's in Alsaha alkhadra.

Headphones


I put these headphones on him the other day and put some music , he started nodding his head and singing Ta Ta Ta .

21.4.06

USB Doctor






SHOPS

Shop workers ,they are annoying even it’s their job , I don’t hate them all but I hate the ones which they don’t listen to what you say, they can be so annoying to make you buy something you don’t like and you would never wear , and sometimes annoying to make you hate the street their shop is at .

Now as I am walking through the street I see this nice shirt looking nice through the window , I look at it for a while and I don’t decide to get in until I checked that all the shop workers are busy with other costumers , I get in .

She jumps from behind the desk .

-Are you fine there ?Can I help you ?

- no thank you I am fine (I just came in idiot )

- are you looking for something

- no thanx just looking around ( I said I am fine I DON’T NEED YOUR HELP)

now instead of looking at the cloths I start walking and looking behind me to see if she is still following me , I pick up something and she jumps towards me

- we have many sizes of this shirt .

I try to put the shirt on me to see how it looks .

- oh it looks nic,e would you like to try it on , the fitting rooms are just right there

- thank you (I wish I came jogging to the shop so when I try this shirt it will stink)

Now there are two things might happen

1- I like the shirt and I want to buy it

- Good choice , would you like pants for that

- No thank you

- We have a new collection came this week

she brings some pants that not in a million years can get above my knees , I start thinking of a nice way to tell her that these are not the style would fit on me , to say anything but not what was on my mind (You did see that I have big ass while following me didn’t you , so do you think these pants would fit in there).

- I am sorry but they are not the style I like .

- Well , we are going to have new collection next week and I am sure there are some nice things you would like , so may be you can come next week .

- Yea sure ( kill me if I come again )

2- now if I didn’t like the shirt

- We have another styles ,cool designs of the latest fashion .

- Great but I just liked this one and it didn’t look good on me .

- You an try this one , we have 20% discount on it .

The number 20 keeps ringing in my head even the shirt is navy blue with black and yellow flowers on it , I wake up from the day dream of me spending the 20% on buying a pack of skittles , I find her bringing three other shirts ,I smile at her and feel very mean as I say

-Sorry for wasting your time

I leave through the door while she is saying : Next week we have new collection coming , I didn’t hear the rest of what she said but the smile on the face of the man coming in through the door made me think and turn my head to see him looking at my ass and nodding his head while smiling , I guess now I know what she said .

I start thinking of how I should loose some weight , I pass by the grocery and bought skittles to eat it on my way .

20.4.06

Make sense

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