Iit's been a really long time since the last ime I used the internet and to tell you the truth I didnt want to come back to the internet world before i finihs my exams but I had no choice , I had to pay for the ADSL this month or else LTT will cut the service and I have to pay extra 50 dinars to get it back , they work wiht the Libyan saying خود ولا خلى and since there is no one else providing ADSL so I choose خود and I have to take all the shit from them , I am also here to tell you Happy New Years guys and Happy Eid as well although it's quite late ,and I also have special thanx for Libeeya , thank you for the lovely card .

Well I am still studying because I only finished two exams Surgery and Paediatrics and I still have one to come which is the worst one it's the Medicine exam , any way I did ok in the surgery but in the paediatrics I did some mistakes in the clinical exam that might make me fail , but I learned my lesson , never argue with the examiner even you know you are right .

Eid was so quick for me , I finished helping my family with the Kabish very early and I went to my home town 140 km from tripoli visited my father's side of the family then went to my mother's home town to visit most of my relatives there then came home late at night and slept and the second day I woke up studying again .

Of course as everyone int he world I saw saw Sadam's execution at the first day of eid and to tell you the truth I got mixed feelings I didnt know if I was relived or sad , He deserved it there is no question about this but on the first day of eid and like this !!, any way for those who think it's a big loss may I remind you that he killed so many people that no one can count and for those who are celebrating this execution may I remind you that his trial was meant to show the world that justice always win but this is not what we saw especially with those men around him saying Moktada Moktada , it was like watching one of those clips from one of those Jama3at while they are executing someone , to me it wasn't such a nice end for the world to show as an example of justice , it was a pure revenge and no matter how bad was this person , it didn't have to end this way .

My Killing Wish list

I am not an organized person but I always have lists of things in my head , for example i have a list of the People I want to kill , or as I like to call it My Killing Wish list , and there is a list of people who might want to kill me as well , but this time I will write my Killing wish list only and I hope I don't forget anyone here .

1. Head of Medicine department
2. Head of surgery department
3. Head of Paediatrics department
4. the Painting teacher in my primary school who hit me just for coloring the painting without him saying so
5. A guy working in the passports checking in tripoli international airport ( this is a very long story I'll mention it some other time)
6. A white Toyota corolla owner who smashed my side mirror and didn't even stop to say sorry
7. A guy at Mizran street for messing with my family
8. A girl who parked in front of my car and made me wait hours till she came
9. My ex dentist cos he took away my tooth that could have stayed
   
10. A guy named Talib for messing with someone i care about ( brutal murder)
11. A gas station guy in Tajura for being extremely rude with my dad
12. An old British lady ( this is as a favor for someone i care about)
13. A relative of mine that I hate so much because he's simply an ass
14. A polish girl studied with me once
15. Some smart asses studying with me
16. A guy who ruined the students including me meeting including em with the dean

and there are a lot of people who I am not planing to kill but may be if they get on my way again i might kill them , who knows may be after finishing the list i will love doing this and become a pro , so make your list everybody and send it to me if you need any help .

1st Photo

I got a new phone and this is the first photo I took with it so the money you see here was actually mine :( .

Libyan Rap song

A cool Libyan Rap song download it here , it's called صغارنا ضاعو

Still studying

Few weeks and my exams will start and even I look exactly like the picture here,I am still not sure if I am gonna pass or not , time is too short to get all the thing memorized and I got so tired from studying, I guess I had enough for the past five years and I think I am being like the runner who starts running fast then get tired at the end of the race .

Wish me luck, you don't know how much we need it in our exams .

Which is the real logo?

You spend so much time on the internet , then check out how much you concentrat by guessing Which is the real logo?

Testing a new template

What do you think of the new template? Better than the old one The old one is better Both are ugly It doesnt mater Free polls from Pollhost.com

Libyan bloggers on top 10

I am on Blogger Since July 2004 and by then I didn't known any Libyan Bloggers but now after two years I noticed the number of Libyan bloggers is increasing everyday and I get excited every time I find a new one , I remember the first Libyan blog I saw was KhadijaTeri's blog even though she is not originally Libyan but she is more Libyan than some Libyans , and for a long time her blog was the first referral site for my blog and I never got to thank her for that , lately I have found that some people being referred from itoot top 10 page and when I got there I was surprised to see my blog as one of the top 10 , I think I have never been in top 10 of anything in my life , I am always the one who just qualify with the lowest limits , and what is more exciting about the top 10 sites is that five of them are Libyan bloggers , I am so proud of that and I hope one day we can make a large Libyan bloggers community .

Libya and Psychiatry

The joy of Eid didn't last for long , as I was visiting some relatives and friends on the first day I found one of my relatives is very sick and after sitting with him I found that his illness is psychological , in Libya it's a shame for 90% of the people to have a psychological disorder, for this relative of mine he has been sick for 10 days and no one outside the house know anything and they have been bringing Shiks and doing all these things thinking the problem is related to Jin or Si7ir or something like that , for 10 days he was suffering and no one thought of getting a medical help , I don't want to act like a saver here but alhamdulilah after I saw him and saw the clear signs and symptoms of Mania we took him to hospital and since it was Eid it was so difficult finding help ,but alhamdulilah now he is ok and Dr Ahmed Kara the best Libyan Psychiatrist saw him and gave him the medication which made him sleep after not sleeping for 10 days and made him calm and quite after being hyperactive , talkative and aggressive .
my point is why we think about psychological problem with shame , why it's like a taboo , why people leave their relatives get worse and worse , why no one think of seeking a psychiatrist for simple things ,why people look at any one with psychological problem as a mad or crazy person , they are humans and they feel and know everything and they just need help and when they are treated they can live normal , but hiding them and leaving them is what makes things worse .
And why it's always si7ir or jin that first thing people think about , we have a very low rate of illiteracy but yet we still have thoughts and believes that most people still follow and they should disappear forever , no one can deny the presence of si7ir and Jin but nowadays we should think scientifically first and then see the results .

Triple joy

Today I am having triple joy because :
1-Eid el fitir
2-My family are coming back
3- Real Madrid won 2-0

Happy Eid everyone and may god make all your dreams and hopes come true